Helplesswife II - My original ID - Helplesswife just got zapped (banned)

Happened to me

Was married at 10 in the morning

It was around 9 in the evening

We were in our room at the airport hotel

Waiting for our flight the next morning

The room phone rang (before cell phones)

My new husband of 10 hours picked it up

He handed me the phone

I listened

I hung up the phone

Turned to my new husband with a look on my face that could only say one thing

'I'm sorry'

My bbc bull was on his way up with two others

When he got to the room he said congratulations

Then let me know that just because I got married

I still had obligations and commitments I needed to keep

The two black men he had with him hadn't said a word

And proceeded to undress

My heart started to race as he was talking

My chest was starting to slowly heave from my uncontrolled breathing

My husband just watched as the two men proceeded to rape me

He knew what I was about and my relationships

He just didn't think my skills would be needed on our weeding night

Two hours later

The men and my bull left

The bed was torn apart

I had cum on me

I had sperm inside me

My hair wasn't done the way I'd wanted it any more

The balcony doors were open

There was a puddle of their sperm on the balcony floor

The handcuffs they'd used on me were still on the balcony table

All I could do was look at my husband and offer him what was left of me

He didn't complain

He didn't hesitate

He came to me

And made me feel like I was the only one

He talked to me the rest of the night while fucking me

He knew he couldn't compete with them on how they pleasured me

He knew what I needed

He understood my relationship with my bull

He knew it wouldn't end just because I'd married him

I'd known him since grade school

I thought I'd completed the duties for my bull that night

I had no idea I was 'still on the clock' on my honeymoon

My bull set up bookings for me when he found out our destination

The day we arrived there was a note

Waiting at the front desk for me

I didn't read it in front of my husband

We arrived in our room and it was wonderful

An ocean front

That opened up directly onto the sandy beach

I made myself available to him the rest of the night and into the morning

On our patio

Out on the beach

Wherever he wanted

He left early the next day to play a couple rounds of golf 

I was 'cleaning up' from being with him

I had a pool and spa day set up

I watched as 3 black men walked up from the beach

They walked straight into our room never stopping

Only pleasantly saying 'hello' when they were standing in front of me

There was a long awkward pause as we stood there looking at each other

I knew who they were from the note I received yesterday

Turns out they all worked at the hotel

They could tell the moment I decided to give in

The look on my face changed to acceptance

I finally just simply let my robe fall to the floor

I knew exactly who'd set this up

They stood there, smiling while eyeing me for a moment

Then all three started shedding their shorts and shirts

Two of them were well over 9+ and thick

They started about setting a large amount of pillows on the couch

They grabbed me by my wrists and guided me to the where they'd set up the pillows

The 3rd man disappeared into the bathroom and returned with a couple of hand towels

They sat my ass on the edge of the couch

They pulled me back onto the pillows

I was inclined (A little more than 45 deg) and almost falling off the couch

Because my ass cheeks were so far forward due to the pillows

This was uncomfortable

They pulled my knees above my waist

And pushed them flat against the pillows next to me

I was just staring at them with a 'fuck you' look on my face

The 3rd one kneeled between my legs

Resting his huge cockhead on my slit covering my gaping hole

I looked down and his cockhead was the size and shape of a huge mushroom

His shaft seemed exceedingly thin and that really made his cockhead stand out

I was noticing the depth and angle of the cock ridge created

By the distance from the edge of his cockhead and the edge of his shaft

(The underside of the ridge was something I paid particular attention to when I gave blow jobs as it's very sensitive and provides great pleasure for the man when stimulated correctly)

He leaned into me and started pushing that mushroom up into me firmly

OMG, his cockhead was so very stiff, like a plow

It opened my hole wide

I know this wasn't the case but it felt like his shaft wasn't even touching the sides of my walls as he slid into me, that's how thin his shaft was

The sensation my body was having overtook my thoughts and they were redirected as I became lost in the sensation I was feeling

The first stroke into me set my abdomen into convulsions when he bumped into my cervix

I was starting to cum

He didn't seem to notice or care

He was watching his shaft

I glanced at the two men holding my wrists and ankles

They were watching their partner with focused intent

He pulled all the way out

There was a large deposit of my husbands sperm packed on the underside of his cockhead and down his shaft

He then took a towel and wiped the sperm away

'Ahhhh yes, good, yes, yes' the other men said as they were observing

After meticulously cleaning his cock I watched him thrust into me again

I felt the expected bump against my cervix

He pulled all the way out

I saw the same results on the underside of his cock and shaft before he cleaned it again

'Yes, yes...' was the approving statement the men holding me kept saying

The man raping me said nothing

He only focused on his cock and my pussy

His strokes were intentional, practiced

Purposeful in his movements and technique 

The thought hit me with such force I couldn't believe that I was actually watching it happen

It was clear to me now

His job was to remove any trace of my husbands sperm inside my pussy

I'd never seen such a technique before nor a cock that was built quite like his

So intentional, and that he was actually performing it

I was strangely and highly aroused

My heart was pounding with my new realization and understanding

He did this until his cock came out of my pussy clean... 2 or 3 times

There was no trace of any of my husbands sperm on his cock

Only my glistening sex juice coated him

Once he'd accomplished is task

He stopped

Looked at one of the men holding my wrists and ankles

The man smiled, nodded his head slightly and quickly changed positions with him

It was well practiced and smooth as they transitioned with each other

I was still on my orgasmic high as I watched them change positions

The second man didn't hesitate in his motion

He looked at me just as he was sliding his cock into me

I was noticing his cock

It had a very small cockhead shaped more like a bullet at the end of a shaft that got noticeably and remarkably thicker towards the middle then tapering towards the base

'Now, we begin!' he said smiling at me

My heart was racing and I was in a panic

He leaned into me forcefully

His cockhead bumped into my cervix as well

His shaft was THICK and OMG it felt sooooo good as it stretched me

He started pumping me with a rhythmic precision

I could sense from his approach he was using my pussy to stimulate his cock for only one purpose and to do it as efficiently as possible

His purpose was to put sperm INTO me

And they all started to quietly sing/chant some little song that gave him rhythm to his fucking

My nipples started leaking and that surprised them

The seemed excited this was happening and It raised their level of intensity and activity on me

It was only 4-5 minutes and then I felt it

It was unmistakable

I felt the man's cock pulse and then his sperm started pouring into me

It felt like ropes flooding me

Filling me

They all chanted/sung slightly louder when this happened

They were celebrating their achievement

The two spent the next 8 hours raping me all over the place

The room phone rang several times

One of them always answered

And 3 more of their friends ended up joining them

Somewhere during this time I mentioned that I didn't know when my husband would be back from golf

The first one that shoveled my husband's sperm out of me smiled

In his broken english island accent he said

'We do....  My brother works at the golf course'

'He'll phone this room when your husband leaves'

'But that won't be until at least 6-7 o'clock this evening'

'He's going to be offered lots of drinks when he's done'

'To celebrate his amazing golf game and your honeymoon'

'So by the time he get's home'

'You'll have serviced us all very well many many times by then'

He was right

Although the first man never touched my pussy with his cock again.

It seems he knew exactly his role in what was happening

Only blowjobs for him.

I got to work my tongue around that ridge I saw and it worked on him.

He filled my mouth with many loads of his sperm

These men seemed to know a lot about our travel plans and island itinerary

I was used continuously by the black men the first day of my honeymoon

A performance that was to be repeated on me every other day for the 12 day's we were there

I never told my husband what happened that first day

He found out the second night

He answered a knock at the ocean front slider

Three men patiently waited for him to come to the door

They politely said 'hello' and asked if they could come in

He let them in as I stood up while they entered the room

The first inclination he had of what was about to happen

Was when he saw my face change instantly and dramatically when I saw who it was

It was the first three men that had raped me the day before

I immediately knew what it was all about

Standing there, in front of the two men, I told him about the note

And about what'd happened to me the day before while he was golfing (not about the first man or his technique, but the others)

The three men stood there unapologetically smiling

And then it began

The two men stepped around my husband and stood on either side simply looking at me

Waiting for me to get out of my clothes

As I stripped for them I looked at my husband

He had no expression on his face

'It's ok baby' was all I could muster

The two compiled the pillows in exactly the same arrangement as the day before

The 1st black man returned from the bathroom with a hand towel

All three were naked and the two held me down while the first black man readied himself between my legs

My husband had picked up on the fact that I was all too practiced at what was happening too me for this to be the first time.

I didn't put up any resistance

I simply complied

'Ok, just like yesterday' they first man said

I looked at my husband and he was staring at his cock

He was as amazed as I was yesterday when I saw it for the first time

He watched as it disappeared into me and came out with his sperm clinging to it.

He quickly figured out he wasn't fucking me to cum inside me

He was fucking me to pull out all of my husbands sperm

My husband just sunk into the closest chair and watched him

As he skillfully removed all trace of any sperm that might be inside me

Then the other two started in on me

With their expressed purpose clearly obvious

By how they fucked me

They told me to 'stay there' when they got up to leave

My husband said to me

'It's ok baby, I'll cum in you now'

I shot the three black men a look as he said it

Expecting them to protest and tell me that wasn't allowed

The first man spoke looking at me, then my husband

'Oh, it's ok.... you can fuck her all you like. It won't make a difference'

Then they just walked out the door

For the next 12 days, I was the white lady on vacation serving as the local pump for black men

They even included a couple local teens at times

This was my honeymoon experience

When we got home

There was a $20,000 check waiting for me from my bull

I don't know how much he charged for me

All the note said was 'Congratulations on your marriage'

'For a job well done on your honeymoon'

"Please consider scheduling your 1st anniversary there as well'

I picked up the phone that week and booked our anniversary trip next year

Three weeks later I knew I was pregnant

I didn't tell him

I let him ask the question when he came around to the discovery on his own

My breasts were growing

My thighs and ass were thickening up

My waist had gone

My abdomen had been getting firmer for about 6 weeks when he finally said something

'Are you pregnant?' he said one day as I was getting out of the shower

I just looked at him through the top of my eyes, nodding my head up and down as I looked back down at the floor

'Uh huh' I said with a slight smile

'So you think.....:' he started then trailed off

I shrugged my shoulders while saying matter-of-factly 'I don't know'

As I stared at him waiting to see his reaction

There was none visible

7 months later

We got the surprise or our life (although not totally unexpected)

I delivered a black baby boy

No idea who the father is

I often reflected over the next few weeks (usually while feeding my son)

I kept playing back what happened on our wedding night and on our honeymoon

And felt somehow aroused at how well planned and deliberate the execution of their plan was when we were on our honeymoon

Three months after that

I was back on the island

Enjoying our anniversary

On the plane, I'd explained what I felt about the strategy and technique used by the men that raped me before

He just listened

This time

On the first day after our arrival

As the same man was shoveling my husbands sperm out of my pussy

That my husband had just spent most of the night depositing into me

I was watching my husband observing what was happening

Understanding the emotions he was feeling

He was in some sort of shock

Not believing it was possible.... again

Thinking back to our wedding night when he was denied first crack at my womb as his wife

Then after taking his turn on me that first night on the island

Unknowingly not having any chance of being 'the' one successfully ruined

Seeing him 'connect the dots' as the same men were doing it too me again

Only this time, I was seemingly appearing to 'take it' all in stride

A certain look of commitment, eagerness, pride and excitement was clearly visible

My husband was naked after the first 15 min or so and walking around with a hard on the entire time

He watched me lying there, held down, spread wide, chest heaving up and down

Twitching, squirming, spasming as my orgasms racked my body

At some point a beautiful black woman showed up

Related to one of the men raping me

She saw my husband and went directly to him

She undressed in front of him

Glancing at me only to let me know she knew I was there, nothing more

Her body was a deep dark black, so beautiful in it's hue

She was in good shape and it crossed my mind that she wanted my husband to breed her

Throughout the day, she watched as the men continued to use me

Even saying words of encouragement to me from time to time

She spent the majority of the day keeping my husband hard and making sure to stop whatever she was doing before he could cum

We both walked the men and the woman to the sliding door when they decided it was time to leave

The men were all smiling saying pleasant things to me and the woman.....

Well... she walked over to me and planted a kiss full on my lips while her hand slid from my breast to my abdomen

Where it paused while she washed my mouth with her tongue

Then she went to my husband

Kissed him softly and said

'Good luck'

When they all left, I turned back from the open slider door and walked to the couch

I turned and looked at my husband in the eyes with no particular expression on my face

I sat on the edge letting my ass hang over the edge slightly, then laid back opening my legs wide against the pillows

The pillows were damp with my sweat from what happened over the past 5 hours

He came to me, leaned in close to my face

Positioning his rock hard cock at my gaping hole while his lips brushed against mine slightly

I could feel his cockhead slightly hunching

Splitting my lips open as his cockhead rubbed up and down my slit

I felt his cockhead aligned with my hole pushing my lips open just a bit

I whispered softly

Letting him feel the warmth of my breath

And smell the salty remnants of sperm from my mouth

'Ohhhhhh. no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no'

I shook my head slowly and gently back and forth

Looking deep into his eyes

While holding his face tenderly with one of my hands

I moved my hand to his shaft while kissing him deep

Pulling off of that kiss and staring straight at him, foreheads almost touching I said

'Baby...... you'll never feel this while we're here' I said

I gently, but firmly, moved his cockhead down my slit, over my highly sensitive perineum

Stopping, with a subtle smile on my face, as his cockhead rested at my slightly pouting anal sphincter

I was moving my ass closer to his cock

Getting it to force the tip into me ever so gently

Raising my chin slightly looking down my nose at him I said

'This is the only place your cock will feel ....... anytime this week'

And I simultaneously kissed him softly but firmly

Washing his tongue with mine while pulling him into my ass until he was buried up to his balls inside me

I let out a little moan that was deep with passion

I pulsed his cock with my sphincter as he pulled off of our kiss

'But that means.......' he trailed off

Looking at him with the most equally tender and serious look on my face I cut him off

"Yes,...yes it does....' in a soft silky tone that told the fierceness of my conviction

"It's ok baby... it'll be ok....this is how it's going to be.... it's ok'

He drilled into my ass slowly but firmly while hearing this as his emotions and his cock took over

it's ok, it's ok...' I continued..... kissing him softly around his face

I laid there silently as he took my ass for the first of many times that week

I punctuated the silence with the singular phrase 'It's ok..... it's ok....'

Tracing my hand/fingers on his face, down his neck, over his chest

I could see the defeat in his eyes and on his face

His thrusts picked up pace

I knew he was close

I smiled with a knowing look on my face as I felt him cum inside my ass

'Good boy.... good boy... good boy' was all I said and I kissed him and wrapped him up in my legs and arms

He didn't realize it at the time, and only later discovered

This was pre-planned by me

My bull had discussed what was expected of me before we left

So I knew what was going to have to happen once we were there

It was the first of what would be many times throughout our long marriage that I would do this

I was denying him access to my eggs

'OHHHHHH it is so good to be a woman' I thought

I finally had the power I'd been searching for

I ended up not getting pregnant because my cycle was off

But the intent and the activity was clear

And THAT's what helped make our 1st anniversary so enjoyable